July- the bday month
It is once again JULY… the month that used to be my fav month of the entire year becos of my bday. But this year.. it hasnt been good. In fact its probably the worst thus far. No mood for bday. Everyone has been asking me wat i wan for my bday. I wan a new job lor.. hahahah but tis one present no one can give but myself to search and strive for. Saded indeed. I say i wan to be a 败金女, i wan all the branded stuffs.. hahahha branded wristlet, branded hangbags, branded make up. Yup..things that i normally wont buy for myself. My bday is probably the only time i could get my hands on them.
Anyway, i cant tink of any wish list tis yr.Erm the things i wan are too expensive! LOL! Anyway, gg to have the first rd of bday celebration next week! Friday wif SMU colleagues, den Sat yanting they all are coming for a slp over!! Weeeeeee!!! More to come.. i really love my frens. They are there for me whenever i need them. I have been so depressed lately. I guess im scaring everyone. I get super duper sensitive, i got no appeitite to eat, i dun wan to go out, i cry and cant stop till i calm myself down. I found myself in the lowest pt- in a lousy job, with low pay, bills & debts pilling up… i totally have no motivation to work. Wat has become of me? It gave me a scare too. It felt like breaking up from a relationship. Funny, but that was how i felt. The past week was a torture..
May the remaining weeks of July till my bday be good ones.. i need all the blessing i could get.
July, oh July… r u gg to forsake me juz like tt? Its coming to the mid of july soon…=(
